Horses Do Play Baseball

I wrote this one a few years ago, for my middle son, Robin.  When he was about 3, he started to say that when he grew up, he was going to be a horsey who played baseball.  Now, I don’t like to squash a dream or silence an imagination.  At the same time, I wasn’t sure what I thought about a child having such an unrealistic goal.  So I told Robby, “Honey, that sounds like a lot of fun, but human children don’t normally grow up to become horses.”  Robby response?  A beautiful smile and the words, “But, Mommy.  Anything is possible with Jesus.”

Now how could I say anything against that?  Instead of trying, I wrote this little story for him.  He loved it.  Hope you do, too.

HORSES DO PLAY BASEBALL

Ben Robins was a hoarse. He was a hoarse with a dream. A dream to play baseball.

Ben loved baseball. His favorite team was the Tazewell Tigers. He has a poster of his favorite player, Cubby Higgins, hanging in his bedroom.

“Someday I will play like Cubby,” Ben said.

His sister laughed at him. “You won’t be like Cubby,” she said. “You are a horse. Horses don’t play baseball.”

At school, a new baseball team was looking for players. Ben and his best friend, Beary Andrus, signed up to try out.

“Wouldn’t you like to play soccer instead?” coach asked him.

“No,” Ben said. “I want to play baseball.

“You don’t even have hands,” Coach said. “Horses don’t play baseball. You should go to the soccer field.

Ben went to the soccer field. His strong legs helped him to kick the ball far. He found that he was very good at the game. Still, he wanted to play baseball.

One day, Ben’s dad took him and Beary to a Tazewell Tigers game. Ben was very excited. They went early to watch batting practice. Ben looked on as Cubby Higgins hit a ball out of the park.

“Wow,” Beary said.

“Yeah,” Ben said. “I wish I could do that.”

“Someday you will,” Daddy said.

“No,” Ben said sadly. “I can’t play baseball.”

“Why not?” Beary asked.

“I’m a hoarse,” Ben said. “And horses don’t play baseball”

“They do if they want to,” Daddy said.

Daddy bought Ben a baseball glove. When they got home, Ben and Beary went outside to practice. Beary helped Ben put the glove on. Ben’s hooves did make it tricky, but they got it on. The first time Beary tossed the ball, Ben missed.

“Try again,” Beary said.

Ben tried.

And tried.

And tired.

And finally he yelled, “I caught it!!”

“Great,” Beary said. “Now try throwing the ball.”

Ben knew how to kick a soccer ball, but a baseball could not be kicked. His hooves made throwing hard.

But Ben tried.

And he tried.

And he tried.

And finally Beary yelled, “Great throw!”

Ben went back to the school baseball field. He showed coach how he could catch and throw.

Baseball is more than just catching and throwing,” Coach said. “You have to bat, too. Those hooves will never hold a bat. You are a hoarse, Ben, and horses can’t play baseball.”

“This hoarse can,” Ben said. “You’ll see.”

Beary brought his bat over to Bes’s house. “Swinging the bat is easy,” he said. He showed Ben the best way to hold a bat.

Ben picked up the bat and tried to hold it like Beary.

Ben tired.

And tried.

And tried.

And finally, he yelled, “I can’t do this!”

“Yes you can,” Beary said. “Don’t give up just because it is hard.”

“My hooves get in the way,” Ben said. “I can’t hold the bat like you can because I don’t have paws.”

“Then don’t use your hooves,” Beary said. “Use what you have.”

Ben smiled. Suddenly, he knew just what to do.

Ben went to the baseball field again.

“I told you,” coach said, “Horses don’t have hands to hold a bat. Horses can’t play baseball.”

“I don’t need hands,” Ben said. “But I can play baseball.

Ben picked up a bat. Beary pitched a ball to his friend. Ben held the bat with his teeth, while he swung it.

He hit the ball, and it flew up, up, up, and passed the fence.

“Wow,” Coach said. “What a hit! I guess horses can play baseball.”

Smores Pie

I like food. That’s pretty obvious when you look at me. I mean, no one gets to be my size if they don’t like food.

Lately, though, my enjoyment of food has begun moving in a new direction. I’ve been watching cooking shows (in fact Food Network Star is on as I write this.)

My favorite T.V. chief is Gordon Ramsay. Not exactly sure why, as he is I certainly not a chief I would want to work for. But I do like watching his cooking competition on fox during the summer. My favorite part of the show would have to be the challenges. The cooks are given a style of food or a specific ingredient. I am learning a lot from it, learning about what flavors go together and how to take a chance with my cooking.

And that is just what I did this weekend. I found a dessert recipe that looked interesting and adapted it for my family. And I didn’t make it just for my family; I also made it for two friends.

The recipe was something I found on tasteofhome.com called chocolate lovers pizza. The recipe was simple and called for a graham cracker crust, dove chocolate, and pecans. I changed it a little and came up with a smores crust.

  I took a box of graham crackers and put one sleeve of them into my food processor. Once they were grounded into fine crumbs, I mixed them with on melted butter stick. I patted the mixture into the bottom of a round cake pan. It went into the oven at 375 degrees. When it came out, I immediately topped it with one bag of milk chocolate chips. It went back in the oven for two minutes. When it came out, the pie didn’t look any different. The regular chocolate chips were melted, and I used a spoon to evenly spread the chocolate.

My five year old son helped with the next part. I opened a bag of red, white and blue marshmallows. He went to town decorating it! My family and friends really liked the finished product. There are a few things I would do different next time.

1.)    Use less butter. The crust was a bit too soft. Instead of a full stick I think I will use ¾ of one.

2.)     More marshmallows. My son really enjoyed placing the individual marshmallows, but that didn’t evenly distribute it. Next time I’ll use marshmallow cream.

3.)    Peanut butter! This was my husband’s idea. He suggested spreading peanut butter on the graham cracker crust and them covering it with chocolate. Definitely worth trying.

Looking Forward

I can’t “blame” my writing career on Karen Kingsbury.  God is the one who gave me the talent I have and He is the one who put into my heart the burning desire to write books that glorify Him.   But Karen is the one who first made me think that sharing the stories God has given me could be much more than just a dream.

The number of times I was told that Christian books would never sell….  I don’t know that I can count high enough to give you a number.  But it happened often enough that I even believed it for a while.  It wasn’t until an on-line friend suggested I read something “anything, really” by Karen Kingsbury that I changed my mind.  Her books were good; her talent very real.  And she has sold more than a few books.  My goal with my writing isn’t to see title after title at the top of The New York Times Best Seller List (though I wouldn’t be totally upset to see that happen, either.)  But seeing what she has done makes me think that it is possible, with a lot of hard work, for me to actually contribute something, financially, to my family through my writing.

God may have put the desire in my heart, but Karen has set an example for me to follow.

I’ve read pretty much everyone of Karen’s books that my library carries, and I’ve even added quite a few of her titles to my personal books collection.  (My favorites?  One Tuesday Morning and Even Now.)  I follow her on both Facebook and Twitter, and find myself anxiously awaiting whatever story she comes up with next.

I was really anxious to read her Bailey Flanigan Series.  Reading through the books about the Baxter family, I got to see Bailey grow up.  I could hardly wait to see what would unfold for her as she navigated her way through her 20′s.  Over the weekend, I read the final two books in this four book series.  I have to say that I was a little disappointed.  The series did not end the way that I thought it would, and for the first time I found little “quirks” in Karen’s writing style that annoyed me.  When I reached the last page of the final book, I was actually happy to be done with it.  I honestly didn’t think I’d be interested in reading another of her books for quite a while.

And then I found this trailer.   Oh my goodness!!!!  I so cannot WAIT to read this one.  Of course, it’s about the Baxters, and I am so hooked on their lives!  Coming Home looks to be another great story.

Oh, What To Do

I have about a zillion ideas flying around in my head today.  And when I say a zillion, I am only slightly exaggerating.  I seriously have a lot of story ideas floating around in there.  That can be both a good thing and a bad thing.

Today, it is a bad thing.

There are so many thoughts in there that I don’t even know where to begin.

I have a novel that is nearly complete.  Well, the first draft is nearly complete, anyway.  I probably SHOULD get to work on that.

But I can’t seem to concentrate.  The other ideas keep pushing their way to the front of my mind, pretty much demanding that I work on them.  As soon as I have a pen and paper or a blank word document open, the idea slips away.

This is driving me CRAZY.  Should I stop writing for a few days and just let my brain simmer down?  Or maybe I should just grab a pen and my journal and start writing whatever comes to mind, without thought about form and style and spelling….  Just get the stuff out of my head and onto paper in someway.

Holy eBooks, Batman!

In early May, I thought I would celebrate 5 years of writing full time by giving away three of my novels free for the Kindle. My husband wasn’t sure what he thought about that. He was concerned that by giving them away, I was losing money. The ebooks weren’t selling before, though. It’s not always easy to get your books purchased when you are an “unknown” author. I thought that if I could give away a few copies and then sell copies of the other titles, it would be well worth it. I chose to only do three titles–FORSAKING THE CALL, SUMMERTIME, and MIRACLE PLAY–because they were the only ones I had formatted for Kindle. I put them up for free for 2 days each and worked on formatting the other two books. Yesterday, both SHATTERED and THE LADIES OF FAITH went up on Kindle for a 2-day free promotion.

This morning, I checked on sales numbers and was pleasantly shocked at what I saw.

A total of 300 free copies of FORSAKING THE CALL were downloaded. An additional 20 copies were purchased.

A total of 276 free copies of http://www.amazon.com/Miracle-Play-ebook/dp/B007MNX776/ref=sr_1_4_title_0_main?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1338382026&sr=1-4 were downloaded. An additional 6 copies were purchased.

A total of 386 free copies of SUMMERTIME were downloaded. An additional 18 copies were purchased.

So far, 692 free copies of THE LADIES OF FAITH have been downloaded and a staggering 852 copies of SHATTERED have been downloaded. No paying sales on those two yet, as the free promo is still going on.

Did you add up those numbers?? I did. It is over 2500 copies of my books that have gotten into the hands of readers just this month. “Only” 44 of those were paid, so I only get royalties on those 44 books. My husband looks at the 2500 books that I don’t get paid and gets said. I look at the 44 that will earn me some money, and I am excited! Before this month, I had not sold any electronic copies of my books. If I hadn’t taken a chance and offered the giveaway, I likely would not have sold those 44 books.

I am not in the writing business to make money. Sure, I’d love to make a steady income at this. I would love to have a studio purchase movie rights for one or more of my books and earn enough that my husband doesn’t have to go spend his days in a hot factory. But the money isn’t my guiding force. My goal is to get my work into the hands of readers, to find people who have never heard the message of Christ’s love and use my work to plant a little seed in their lives. That is my goal. And the free Kindle promotion seems to be helping me to reach that goal.

Stay At Home Mom?

What does at stay-at-home-mom do when all of her children are in school?

I’ve been asking myself that question a lot recently. This school year is coming to a close, and with the new balanced schedule that my sons’ school has adopted, I am looking at six weeks of having all three of my boys home all day long. But after those six weeks are up…. Then what? Starting in August, I will have a sixth grader, a fourth grader, and a kindergartener. When I was in school, kindergarten was half day. Now, they go all day, every day. So from 7:21 am until 2:22 pm (little longer than that when you figure in the time it takes for the bus to get the boys to and from school), I will be at home alone.

And I don’t know what I will do with my time.

Of course, the easy answer is “write more!” If I can get five, nearly six novels written while I have the kids home with me much of the time, can you imagine how much I can accomplish with all three of them at school all day?

And then there is my husband’s answer, one he hasn’t actually voiced but I have read in his eyes: “Keep the house clean.” Ugh. Seriously? Between you and me, if my choice is to be continually cleaning the house or working at an outside job, I am going job hunting. And with my health issues, the idea of getting a job outside of the home scares me! My mother-in-law, bless her heart, set such a bad example for me here. She was a single stay-at-home-mom throughout my husband’s high school years, and she kept an immaculate house. My most vivid memories of her involve cleaning up even while company was over. “Neat freak” doesn’t seem strong enough to describe her. But I am not like that. Sure, I enjoy having a clean home, but I don’t find great joy in constantly cleaning a house that my four guys will just mess up again quickly. And that I will just mess up again! I am not organized enough to keep the house spotless, and I know it. Not looking forward to doing something that will only set me up for failure.

There are enough areas of my life where I feel like I am failing—I don’t need my housekeeping skills (or lack thereof) to add to that feeling.

So if I don’t want to spend all my time writing (since I know that I will likely turn to computer games when a character gets on my nerves!) or cleaning, just what do I want to do with my time? I’ve been thinking a lot about it recently, and I have come up with three things that I want to do, three organizations that I want to be a part of.

One is the American Cancer Society Cancer Action Network (ACS CAN.) This is the nation’s leading cancer advocacy group. Through this group, I’ll have the chance to tell the story of how cancer has affected my life to members of government who are responsible for delegating state and federal funds to cancer research. When I first decided to get involved, it had more to do with my mother and her successful battle against the disease (30 years and going strong!) than anything else. Since then, though, I’ve seen how the disease can affect my life in other ways. Namely, my cousin lost her battle with breast cancer. Though she was 15 years older than I am and we were not particularly close, she was the first member of my generation of the family to pass away. Her death hit me harder than even I realized at first. I want to do whatever I can to help one person facing cancer celebrate one more birthday.

I’ve also decided that I want to be more involved in Jackson Storyfest. This is an annual event held in my hometown, celebrating the craft and tradition of oral storytelling. This May, Storyfest celebrated its 25th anniversary. I’ve live in Jackson for all of those 25 years, plus a few more, and though I’d heard of the event, I had never attended. My two oldest sons have, though. They have gone with their schools and each time, have really enjoyed it. It wasn’t until I spoke with one of the storytellers for a freelance gig I’d been assigned that I ever seriously considered going to Storyfest. Once I went to one session, though, I was hooked. I knew that I wanted to be a part of putting on this event year after year.

The third thing that I have decided to take up is something that I have wanted to do for a long time, ever since my now 8-year-old son started preschool. I want to head up a Moms In Prayer International group for the school my sons attend. The only thing that has kept me from doing it is that I had another child at home. Not that I haven’t prayed for my children—I do that daily. I just was not able to commit to a group. Now, though, it’s at the top of my mind. Especially as I see some of the things the boys are being faced with and the friends they are choosing. I worry about my kids. There’s nothing wrong with that—I mean, doesn’t every good mom worry about her kids on some level? But I am making the choice to turn that worry over to God. I would love to be able to meet with other moms of Hunt students, so that we can pray together.

So here is my question for you—what did you do with your time when all of your children were in school? What advice would you give to a mom like me, preparing for her first days with no children home all day long?

Real Love

Yesterday was one of those bittersweet kind of days.  Bitter because much of the day was spent at a funeral for my Aunt Marjory; sweet because we all knew she was in Heaven.

I didn’t know my aunt well.  She was married to my mom’s brother, a man who is more than 15 years older than my mom.  Their children–my cousins–are closer in age to Mom than to me.  One of those cousins has a daughter who is 2 weeks older than I am.  And because all of these cousins had moved away from Milan, Michigan, the small town where Mom and her siblings were raised, before I was born, I didn’t get to see them much as I was growing up (though I have heard plenty of stories of one cousin and his wife babysitting me when I was an infant.)  It wasn’t until connecting with them on Facebook that I really got to know my cousins.  But I did not have the chance to really know Aunt Marjory well.

That hasn’t stopped me from being deeply touched by her life.

Her life was a double love story.  Just to hear about the depth of her love for her husband and Her Savior left such an impression on me.  I don’t know if words can really explain or capture the emotions that are swirling inside of me.

When Nicholas Sparks wrote THE NOTEBOOK, he could well have used Aunt Marjory and Uncle Arthur as inspiration.  They were married on February 2, 1951.  He was nearly 20 and she was 21. The wedding took place on her 21st birthday.  They raised six children in a home lovingly built by my uncle right next door to my grandparents.  Aunt Marjory was my uncle’s sweetheart, his precious treasure from God.  He always treated her with love and respect.  That’s not to say they never fought.  Over the course of their 61 year and 20 days of marriage, I am sure there were plenty of disagreements.  But that love and respect, for each other and for God, kept them glued together.

In her later years, Aunt Marjory battled demensia.  Uncle Arthur kept her at home with her, providing her with the most tender care he could.  He scoffed at anyone who suggested he move his Sweetheart into a nursing home.  The vows said in sickness and in health and he was not about to turn his back on those vows just because she was ill.  He stayed at her side, loving her and nursing her at home.until his own health problems made that impossible.  But even living apart did not alter the love and devotion shared by my aunt and uncle.  He still woke up early every morning to drive to his wife’s side.  They shared prayer time every day.

That is how Aunt Marjory’s other love story played out.   There is no doubt in my mind that she loved God even more deeply than she loved my uncle.  Two of her children spoke of childhood memories of Aunt Marjory’s prayers.  They said they could hear her pray for them all by name every night after she had shared prayer and Bible reading with them.  She moddeled God’s love for her children in all she did, everyday.  Even on had days, ahem the demtia left her confused and scared, two things never changed–her love for her family and her love for her God.  It give s me goosebumps to think of all the damage done in hell by this small woman’s faithfullness.

The spray of roses on top of her casket held a banner that said “Sweetheart.”  She was more than just hia wife and the mother of his children; she was my uncle’s friend.  Aunt Marjory was always Uncle Arthur’s sweetheart.  Watching him say good-bye to her was hard.  Mom choked up and whispered to me that she had never seen her big brother cry before.  His heart is broken with the loss of his wife and companion–his precious Sweetheart.  Broken but still beating.  As I watched him grieve, I realized that the love story of Aunt Marjory and Uncle Arthur has not yet come to an end.  The kind of love they shared can never truly end.  It lives on in his heart and kn the lives of their children, grandchildren, and great-grandchildren.

And because that love was rooted in Christ, they will be together again some day.  The only joy that could overshadow that of being reunited with his sweetheart is the joy Uncle Arthur will feel when he sees Jesus face-to-face.

Aunt Marjory will be missed.  But knowing she has received her reward for the race she ran kn life makes saying good-bye just a little easier.

 

 

If you would like to know a little more about Aunt Marjory, here is her on-line obituaty

Song Challenge, Day Thirty

Wow. I can hardly believe it. We have arrived at the end of this 30 day journey. I’ve had fun choosing songs and writing up why they mean so much to me. I hope you have enjoyed it as well.

The topic for today is “Your favorite song at this time last year.”

This one is easy for me, too. I am going to go right back to Day One. My favorite song for over a year has been “What Faith Can Do” by Kutless. It’s very comforting to think about what can happen in my life if I just hold on the faith I have in Christ Jesus.

Here is my favorite song. Enjoy.

Goal Setting

My Goals for the Month

May 2011

I’ve decided to set monthly goals for my writing.  My hope is that this will keep me on track and help me to develop my writing portfolio.  Meeting these goals should help me to begin earning an income from my writing.

The only “problem” I am having is in being sure this is God’s plan and not my own.

Father, I ask for your guidance today and throughout this month.  This list is what I want to accomplish.  But if it is not what You want me to do, I ask that you show me what needs to change.  As much as I want to be published and earn money with my writing, if it is not Your will it won’t happen.  Above all, Lord, I want Your will for my life.  Please help me to stay on a path that leads me to Your will.  In the name of Jesus I ask these things.  Amen.

Here are the goals that I have set.  I think it will be interesting to check back at the end of the month and see how my goals line up with what God has in store for me!

Lynn’s Corner blog 1 post each day for a total of 31 May posts

Mary Lou’s Views blog 2 posts each week for a total of 10 May posts

Book Reviews 1 each Tuesday for a total of 5 reviews in May

Suite 101 2 articles per week for a total of 10 new articles in May

Ladies of Faith book complete proposal to send to a publisher

Work In Progress 10,000 words per week on newest novel.  That comes to 40,000 words for the month.  With no writing on Sundays, it means writing about 1550 words each day for 26 days.

Please feel free to leave your thoughts on this schedule below.  I would also love to hear what goals that you have for yourself for the month of May.  That way, I will know how to pray for you.

Song Challenge, Day Twenty-Six

A song you can play on an instrument

This is going to be short and easy. I don’t play an instrument. Tried the violin and cello when I was in 6th grade. Didn’t stick with either one, though. Mainly, because I couldn’t play as well as my older sister, at least that is what Mrs. Hammersly kept telling me. So I gave it up and never tried playing anything else.

Unless my stereo counts. I can play just about anything on that!!!!